January 24th, 2012
writing journal
For a number of reasons I’ve started a writing journal. I won’t be subjecting you to all my ramblings, but since I find other writers’ habits utterly fascinating, you may be interested in mine. So I’ve created a new category called “writing journal” and will be posting to it occasionally.
As always, I would love to hear your habits, thoughts, feelings on the topic. How do you manage that dark spring?
Comment here or email me at mary@tailfeather.ca
January 24th, 2012
it’s all coming clear…
January 24th, 2012
What feels like empty waiting …
What feels like empty waiting can turn instantly to ecstasy by focusing your whole attention on the place where you are standing.
January 23rd, 2012
writing advice received
I found a wonderful article.
I knew it was wonderful when I read this.
Write when the book sucks and it isn’t going anywhere. Just keep writing. It doesn’t suck. Your conscious is having a panic attack because it doesn’t believe your subconscious knows what it’s doing.
Before that it was just great.
January 22nd, 2012
rule number 232: to be a politician you must…
exhibit these 15 thinking traits. It appears to be the single unbroken rule.
January 22nd, 2012
Ron Paul and public lands
Ron Paul Calls For Federal Public Lands To Be ‘Sold Off To Private Owners’
Imagine. He could excavate Old Faithful and put in a hot tub for his few close friends!
Gawd. For a man who seems to have at least some historical knowledge he can be such an idiot.
January 22nd, 2012
apparently Philip Larkin wrote bad poetry
Of course I know that he must have done so. I know Shakespeare must have done so, but it remains, in some ways, astonishing to think about.
There is a new book of Larkin’s poems – a “complete collected” by Archie Burnett. There is also a rather good article about confronting what “completes” reveal about a poet.
Burnett’s edition includes “all of Larkin’s poems whose texts are accessible.” These texts, meticulously checked against primary sources, are offered under four rubrics: the four volumes published in Larkin’s lifetime “preserved as collections” (117 poems); other poems published in the poet’s lifetime but not included in any collection (36 poems in order of publication date); poems not published in the poet’s lifetime (403 poems in chronological order determined by the date on which Larkin stopped working on each poem); and undated or approximately dated poems (10 poems).
Of the total, then, of 566 poems (some as brief as two lines), 413 are poems Larkin did not publish himself. Fewer than a dozen of these poems could conceivably make their way without Larkin; for the approximately four hundred remaining poems, their only claim to anyone’s interest is that they were written by Philip Larkin. He said himself, “If one is interested in a poet one wants all of his poems in the order they were published, not a selection according to his own idea reshuffled to conceal how bad he was when he started, the whole with lots of alterations to suit the latest fashion in adjectives.”
When I read that bit “how bad he was when he started” was both aghast and amused. I mean who wants to express one’s horrible clum-bustedness to the world at large? Everyone knows one has to learn greatness – I don’t care how much talent one has at birth, the language still needs to be learnt – but to display one’s early ineptitude?
Gack.
I suppose it comes down to allowing great poets to be human first and great poets second, but the desire to keep them as icons is rather strong. I suppose that desire is about as strong as one’s own when it comes to not seeming like a blithering idiot if one is fond of one’s intelligence. For example, imagine reading Ayn Rand at 12 and being taken by the ideas. Forgivable, I suppose, if just barely. But in a 40-year old? Gawd.
Still. I think I’ll buy Burnett’s book. It may give me hope that I might one day produce at least one really good poem.
There are a number of Larkin poems online. Try here, here and here for a sample.
January 22nd, 2012
on Newt’s victory in South Carolina
There’s a delightful little article on the panic in the Republican hierarchy over Newt’s victory. The last paragraph reads:
Will Romney’s money and endorsements be able to overwhelm Gingrich’s electrifying debate performances? They weren’t in South Carolina. But Romney has an ace in the hole. The one person who has consistently derailed Newt Gingrich’s political career is Newt Gingrich.
I have to admit it might be fun to watch Obama “debate” Gingrich. I suspect it might be a bit like waiting for Godot – then having him actually arrive wearing a minstrel’s costume, carrying a banjo and sporting a spitting rose in his lapel.
January 21st, 2012
dream solutions
I’ve been struggling with the idea of a manuscript – and specifically what it would be about. Even more difficult seems to be recognizing solutions when they appear.
For example, I had a dream last night about a stone staircase leading down from an esplanade to a beach. I think I’ve dreamed of this place before – I have vague memories of a buildings in the town. This time the entire action of the dream involved me feeling with my bare feet and hands the rather cool silky sands of the beach.
The question remains how does this suggest a solution to my problem of constructing this manuscript.
I had a bit of a flash about this today – in that the staircase may be a metaphor for the shape of the thing. The problem with bodies is that they don’t think with words but with movement patterns, actions, shapes, smells, etc. So how can a piece of writing, a series of poems to be exact, be understood as the shape of a staircase? And the sand? It is to feel like the sand did in the dream?
Going to bed to think about this some more.



